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Sunday, September 16, 2007 |
The Dusk of Summer |
I guess I haven't written much but I guess I'll change that now. Summer is almost over and was going fine until a few days after my birthday. Somewhere around the 23rd I lost my family forever. It's tearing me apart inside.
My dad, who I've felt hasn't ever really been fond of me anyhow, can't even look at me, and goes out of his way to avoid even driving by me.
My brother Dereke won't say a thing to me, and even if he did I feel it would only make me feel worse inside.
My brother Nick would probably rather I were dead, and I can't say I blame him. Sadly I agree with him, I rather I were dead.
But worst of all, my mom cries when she see's me. We talk but I guess I'll never be mommy's little bobert ever again.
I feel like an orphan. If it weren't for Janae and the kids I would be just another statistic. When I was a teenager and wanted to kill myself my mom kept from doing so by saying "tomorrow may be the best day of your life"... well I think those days are gone. I have no parents, and no brothers.
I have nothing else to say... |
posted by Rob Mallory @ 9:58 PM |
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